Yoga? Check. Chocolate? *sigh* check.

Yeah, I went to yoga last night. It's one of the few things that can make me feel human again after a day of hell, I mean work. It's so nice to open up after a day or longer of feeling tight and curled up. Kinda like the daffodils forcing their way up under the furnace exhaust outside my house. There are even buds on the trees. Hope springs eternal, har har har.

I also imbibed in more chocolate, and goddess help me, coffee today. I don't pretend to understand, and I'm too overwhelmed with work to process it right now, so I won't even try.

No exercise tonight - daugher has her band concert. I was going to try to squeeze in yoga, but the class ends when her concert begins, so no good. I suppose I could throw a yoga tape in, or maybe the new bellydancing one that has yoga too. Even just 15 minutes would do me good...

I have a boiled egg/baby spinach/those peppers/flaxseed oil & baba gannoush for lunch. An orange. Already had an organic granola bar. Oh yeah, and the !@#$ coffee.

Surprisingly I'm still at 175. It's like I'm testing it, pushing it, being rebellious, sabotaging myself. *sigh*

At least I decided on a massage school, but now have to wait until June to start. In the meantime, I need to move forward with taking care of myself and figuring out ways to survive work w/o eating my way through the pain.